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Holly Mae and the Painted Room​-​Self Title

by Holly Mae and the Painted Room

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sister, we were once wound in indigo 2 cords wrapped around our necks could i but remember your face your pressed apricot flesh strange as a fish (a fish...) we were born in two eggs, like castor and pollux in the other egg by our mom who wrapped her long legs around a swan that's how you got your face to launch the ships (the ships..) that silly man came home with cassandra she sees me wrapped up in white cloth but what do i care? (i care...) sister you know the child i bore and you know her lambswool hair so you know how he slit her throat how he cut it on the stone to launch the ships (the ships...) 1000 ships
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Even when I try hard, I can’t show no control when it comes to you my baby girl Yes, even when I don’t sing, I’m thinking of a song Yes, even when I don’t sing, I’m thinking of a song Yes, even when I don’t sing, I’m thinking of a song Even when I do well, I cannot get no ground, under my feet baby girl Yes, even when I don’t call, I’m hearing your response Yes even when I don’t call, I’m hearing you respond Yes even even when I don’t call, I’m hearing you respond Even when I make art, I still cry just as hard, for tunnels you burrowed in my heart Yes, even when I read late, I know you’re still awake Yes, even when I read late, I know you’re still awake Yes, even when I read late, I know you’re still awake
3.
All in Green 03:51
you boiled a cup of cream, put it in a saucepan, turned the flames up high it boiled and formed a skin, you touched it with your finger, removed it like a slip you served me tea and marmalade, pome and peel, pome and peel a black bear in the woods, finds a rotting oak tree, sticks his face inside his tongue is long and black, in the cloud of golden insects, who sting him 'til he swells and then his tongue is salmon-fat, inside white pins pins for teeth, his tongue is salmon fat you left me like a sweat, you left no residue, no residue you boil a pot of water, drop a pinch of seasalt, i am a rotten orchid, and i'm feeling sick again you dressed me all in green, you served my meals, you served my meals, you dressed me all in green, you served my meals, you served my meals
4.
Triple Crown 02:58
you were relieved when you could deliver that man into her hands she came a long way to eat your liver, but she could mend his clothes and she could pare his apples, and boil water, and carry his sadness between her legs, her legs you had a horse and a silver pail, you birthed the babies and walked to school you broke your arm when a boy touched you, how embarrassed he must have been when the ambulance came to take you away, he must have felt it burn up his face, his face you had your jaw set in iron intention to leave one day for those wooden fences and the smell of horses, and kentucky bluegrass and the Triple Crown, the Triple Crown
5.
Levanter 03:47
All these stories that we tell, we know them well Will be dispelled when the wind comes, to blow my breath away Figures and configurations, colors, shapes, and constellations Will dissolve, like they were never there at all Calms of Capricorn and Cancer, westerlies and levanters laden with dust Will whisk away these words When the wind comes through the grass, well I’m not the one to say good bye to When the wind comes through the grass, well I’m not the one to say good bye to All this lattice mesh and lace, netting warp and weave Will unravel like penelope’s shroud Semiotics codes and signs, rivers, veins, and criss-crossed lines Will fade away, into the space behind our minds Give me love and give me room, I’ll take a mare’s nest as my groom There’s only one to whom I answer, yes you, the levanter When the wind comes, through the grass well I’m not the one to say goodbye to When the wind comes, through the grass, well I’m not the one to say goodbye to
6.
Call You 03:40
if I call you, it won't be by your name, because i can't call you, i can't use your name, without it making you strange without it making you strange if i call you, it won't be by your name if i call you, it won't be in a song, because i can't sing to you, i can't sing your song, without it making me long for you, without it making me long for you if i call you, it won't be in a song if i know you, it won't be by your face, because I don't know you, not by your face, but by that aching place in me, by that aching place in me if i know you, it won't be by your face take me back to you, and don't ever let me leave don't let me do again what i never have believed in
7.
I’m a long way down, like a southern town, but I know the sound of my name Do I surprise you, you don’t recognize me, well I recognize you because you're mine, and in time, you will shine on me And I will bleed, if it’s what you need, to come on home to me Where you won’t feel that pain anymore No you won’t feel that pain anymore You are swollen, you are engorged, You are swollen with my blood I am a soft mesh, I’m tenderness I am the hand inside the glove And I’m more than you hope for, And you are encased in me I’m a white cloud, I am gold grass And I’m calling you home to me Where you won’t feel that pain anymore No you won’t feel that pain anymore
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Elektra 04:36
Oh my brother, you have to help me I found you at my father’s grave A lock of hair told me you were there A lock of hair I’d recognize anywhere Father’s ghost is hanging round the house And mother’s nerves have gone to shit I pour my wine, and pour my scented oil Watch them seep into the soil Iphigenia, you must remember She of the warm doe eyes and curls She let me suck her thumb, when we were babes My only comfort in this world And our father, so handsome in his robe There is no sense that I can make How could her cut her white tender throat all so his armies could set sail? Eeeh eeeeh Our mother, brutal as a man, Kisses that traitor right in front of me I am not welcome, they’re making love While the blood’s still under their nails

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released May 2, 2008

holly ~ songwriting, lead vokes, guitar
merilee ~ cello, backing vokes
mike ~ accordion, mandolin, shepherd's harp, trumpet, backing vokes

album art ~ by merilee

recorded, engineered, mixed, and mastered by brad at worm farm studio, ypsilanti, mi

www.wormfarmrecordings.com/main.htm

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Holly Mae and the Painted Room Berlin, Germany

The Painted Room is an art-folk entity of varying membership that existed in from 2006 to 2012. Members have included Holly Mae Haddock, Sara Kwon, Kathy Kwon, Molly Morgan, Sarah Morris, Mary Fraser, Mike Billmire, Serge Van der Voo, Merilee Philips, Sami Jo Buffington, Ken Lee, Jaime Fordyce & others ... more

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