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I Am Dark Sided

by Holly Mae and the Painted Room

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    Past shows:


    EUROPE
    16 Doors, Berlin
    Ä, Berlin
    Antje Oeklusund, Berlin
    Au Bon Acceuil, Paris
    Boom!, Berlin
    Galerie SOUAD, Berlin
    Gelegenheiten, Berlin
    Intersoup, Berlin
    Le Motel, Paris
    Madame CLAUDE, Berlin
    Nano, Prague
    Prinz Willy, Kiel
    Sin Bar, Berlin
    Speakeasy, Copenhagen
    ZMF, Berlin

    USA:
    Bird's Nest, San Francisco
    Crazy Wisdom, Ann Arbor
    Dreamland Theater, Detroit
    Hotel Utah, San Francisco
    MILK, San Francisco
    Papa Toby's, San Francisco
    Yellow Barn, Ann Arbor

    FESTIVALS:
    Distortion, Copenhagen
    Fete de la Cul De Sac, Berlin
    Glen Arbor Music Festival, Glen Arbor, MI
    Hollerfest, Detroit
    Love Hangover, Ann Arbor
    Melodica Festival, Berlin
    Neukoelln Anti-Folk Festival, Berlin
    San Francisco FolkFest, San Francisco
    Totally Awesome Fest, Detroit
    Ypsilanti Songwriting Festival, Detroit
    ... more
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1.
I feel you velvet darkness, tugging on my sleeve yes, I know you've come for me, you haunt me in my sleep you always drag me down, you mire me in my sickness take away my happiness and all that I hold precious the struggle starts, I rip you with my teeth you grab me by my soft throat, I wait for my release you pull my life apart, thread by thread you are a leaden tide, you pull me to the dead you are not my friend no matter what the good book said you took away my paintings in berlin and you left me for dead you said that you were nearer to me than my warm red veins but tell me, where were you, huh, when I couldn't shake the pain off? when the spell breaks I come to my shattered senses count myself as lucky, you broke down my defenses how can I love you when you're so ferocious? I love the tenderness that ensues from your pursuit of me
2.
The Forest 03:39
It's dark and dangerous in the forest, it's dark and dangerous in the wild, wild woods. Send out the children, so unsuspecting, or else they'll eat us out of house and home they tied the axe tight to sapling green limbs I hear the axe fall, the trees are whipping in the wind we're all alone now, see the geese rise, my only mother, my only father the stones are moon-white, lit up by moonlight come, let us follow, sister, hold my hand the stones are moonlight, lit up by moon-white come, let us follow sister, hold my hand they sent us out, told us to dream big we lay down, even knowing what would come
3.
we will drive to the top of the mountain this could well be the world's greatest vacation you could well be the world's next greatest writer and I could become someone I only dreamed of we are the wild, and this is wilderness I'm sure wrens break the morning, and wrens break persimmons rents in the skin, running sweet as molasses this is the morning we'll always remember this is the evening we'll always forget
4.
Red Hawk 05:06
Red hawk, you are my captor. I lie down to die in your clutch, easily. Red hawk. I play the music. You nod your head to the sound of my hands, of my hands. I am walking in a landscape and all the animals sing out calling for you, just like I do singing, We want the one and only rider pick-axe, you fall down on us and your flight is easily secured and so bitter is your attack on us bright, singing babies us wild living curs, us suffering animals in our suffering world in thinnest air you are a sailor over widest mountain caps in widest skies you are a sailor over highest peaks' collapse
5.
The Source 04:31
There’s a wild beast in the pasture, and a rabbit in the warren. There’s water in the mountains, just behind the redwood forest. Nothing is there like we think it is. The cabin he built with his own two hands. We all want to know what the matter is. We all want to know something. Well, don’t be alone at the end of the day, or what you will know is lonely. It’s two hours north, on a path straight through the gorges. Two hours by foot, and it leads to where the source is. Nothing is there like we think it is, not even the cabin he built with his own two hands. We all want to know what the matter is. We all want to know something. Well, don’t be alone at the end of the day, or what you will know is lonely. And don’t sleep alone in the arms of the dark, if what you really want is me. We came down the mountain, and we were very happy.
6.
Sister, we were once wound in indigo. Two cords wrapped around our necks. Could I but remember your face, your pressed apricot flesh, strange as a fish. We were born in two eggs. With Castor and Pollux, in another egg. By a woman who wrapped her long legs around a swan, that's how you got your face that launched the ships, a thousand ships. That silly man comes home with Kassandra. She sees me wrapped up in white cloth, but what do I care? I care. Sister, you know the child I bore, and you know her lambswool hair. You know how he slit her throat (he cut it on the stone), to launch his ships, a thousand ships.
7.
My heart is set on speaking of forms, changed in to new bodies. The fox, like a grave robber, steals while the night is asleep. See how he's armed with wolfish teeth--drinking, drinking, but he's still thirsty. I'm like Hydra. I'm richer for the loss of heads. You think I'm wild? I'm savage. But knots are made to be unravelled. You think I'm coming from the dark side? Yes, I am. You think I'm dark-sided...Yes, I am. I'm adding brilliance to the light. I'm dirty. I'm adding water to the river. I'm dirty. I'm adding stones to the forest. I'm dirty. I'm adding voices to the chorus.
8.
Falcon 04:05
I'm up on the coast trail, white caps below me, I see a ghost whale, from the ring of white trail and call out in the wind, because I'm here, I'm here. I'm the one with the darkness under my thumb. Listen to that old pine, sing out the back door, as he moves in the wind, he's inviting us into the heart of his home, and I'm there, I'm there. I'm the one with the darkness under my thumb. Come on, come on, won't you lie down with me, baby. come on, won't you let me lie down with you. Come on, let me be your pretty falcon. Let me catch you, little sparrow. There's a mare and some fine hens up where the road bends. We'll feed them dry grass, when the light's fading fast, and look out to the islands and the pelicans, and have fear for the one with the darkness under my thumb. I'm the one with the darkness under my thumb.

credits

released July 1, 2011

Music & Lyrics by Holly Mae and the Painted Room
Holly Mae Haddock/ lyrics, music, guitar, vocals/ Sara Kwon/ violin, vocals/ Kathy Kwon/ keyboard, vocals/ Molly Morgan/ percussion, vocals
All tracks except for Falcon recorded at 3 Kleine Schweinchen
Falcon recorded at Dragon Palace
Produced by Eliza Hiscox and Holly Mae and the Painted Room
Mixed by Alex Park
Design and Drawing by Marius Wenker

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Holly Mae and the Painted Room Berlin, Germany

The Painted Room is an art-folk entity of varying membership that existed in from 2006 to 2012. Members have included Holly Mae Haddock, Sara Kwon, Kathy Kwon, Molly Morgan, Sarah Morris, Mary Fraser, Mike Billmire, Serge Van der Voo, Merilee Philips, Sami Jo Buffington, Ken Lee, Jaime Fordyce & others ... more

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